Grumpy :(

Depressed. Very depressed. Don't seem to have the interest to do anything anymore. I am torn in between two people I love very much.
Why is this so difficult? Is a win-win situation even possible considering that one of them refuses to compromise on something? Am I wrong in wanting him to compromise? Why do I feel so helpless in this situation where decicions about MY life are being made? Why is my opinion not even considered? Am I supposed to wait for this whole thing to just blow over or am I supposed to be doing something about this? Does the only way out of this have to involve me hurting someone? Who am I scared of hurting more?

How I wish I could get some answers...